Sorry for the lack of posts...I am currently battling Illness and Depression, and im finding life really hard.
I don't really want to go into reasons, but lets just say my past is upsetting me and summing it up in a few words my life has been: Illness, Abuse, Neglect, Sexual Harrassment, Bullying, Depression.
I have tried to kill myself multiple times. It just all seems too much.
I have not been well in 2 years. Im not the happy bubbly girl ya'll think i am. Im a sad, pained, depressed girl, who thinks life is never good.
Im just about to talk to my Therapist, and then i need a bath and need to pray. Then im going to bed.
Please, God. Please...Make me happy soon....
~Hail Mary, Full of Grace, The lord is with thee, blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen~
Monday, 8 August 2011
Thursday, 4 August 2011
My Birthday (1st August)
Hello my peoples!
You are now reading a post by a 13 year old. :D
When i woke up on my birthday, I opened my presents and cards
I always open my cards first, biggest card to smallest card. From my birthday cards i got £70 from family members!! (Nan, Uncles, Aunties)
Now for presents! I opened mums first then Dads
From my Mum i got:
Glee Season 1 COMPLETE dvd set (all the episodes and special features)
Glee Season 2 Volume One
Chloe the Chihuahua LOL
From Dad and his GF:
3 books by Meg Cabot
Sims 2 Freetime expansions pack
and then unfortunately...Glee season 1 complete dvd set...Same as mums
Now i had already taken of the plastic wrapper off the one Mum bought me, so i had to take Dads one back and i got £30 cash for that so now i have £100!
Mum made me a HUGE roast dinner...CHICKEN :)
Look at that chicken!! :)
Followed by a homemade gluten free birthday cake (i helped to make it)
I want to thank my Mum for a perfect birthday, and for putting up with me for all these years :P
I want to thank my Facebook friends for all the birthday messages and I want to thank Joe Cook. For being the best online Buddy ever! :D
You are now reading a post by a 13 year old. :D
When i woke up on my birthday, I opened my presents and cards
I always open my cards first, biggest card to smallest card. From my birthday cards i got £70 from family members!! (Nan, Uncles, Aunties)
Now for presents! I opened mums first then Dads
From my Mum i got:
Glee Season 1 COMPLETE dvd set (all the episodes and special features)
Glee Season 2 Volume One
Chloe the Chihuahua LOL
From Dad and his GF:
3 books by Meg Cabot
Sims 2 Freetime expansions pack
and then unfortunately...Glee season 1 complete dvd set...Same as mums
Now i had already taken of the plastic wrapper off the one Mum bought me, so i had to take Dads one back and i got £30 cash for that so now i have £100!
Mum made me a HUGE roast dinner...CHICKEN :)
Followed by a homemade gluten free birthday cake (i helped to make it)
I want to thank my Facebook friends for all the birthday messages and I want to thank Joe Cook. For being the best online Buddy ever! :D
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