Sorry for the lack of posts...I am currently battling Illness and Depression, and im finding life really hard.
I don't really want to go into reasons, but lets just say my past is upsetting me and summing it up in a few words my life has been: Illness, Abuse, Neglect, Sexual Harrassment, Bullying, Depression.
I have tried to kill myself multiple times. It just all seems too much.
I have not been well in 2 years. Im not the happy bubbly girl ya'll think i am. Im a sad, pained, depressed girl, who thinks life is never good.
Im just about to talk to my Therapist, and then i need a bath and need to pray. Then im going to bed.
Please, God. Please...Make me happy soon....
~Hail Mary, Full of Grace, The lord is with thee, blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen~
Rebecca, I won't be so crass to try to tell you to "snap out of it" or that "things will get better"....I know that depression is difficult to deal with, and even harder to cure. I will just say that life IS worth living, and the world would be a much less pleasant place without you in it. I hope you can find your way out of the darkness, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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